i just wrote a long rant about my family. Then i got in an argument with my parents about that topic. & then i cried (as i do when i get super frustrated and when arguing.)

I give up, really. my family feels completely different than i do about so many important life things like relationships and marriage and views on other people. and it's upsetting.

my father likes to end arguments with "well it doesn't matter anyway because the world is going into the greatest depression ever and the world is going to end."

such pessimism is sickening.